And after a while you learn that you don't need anyone else in order to survive. No one is ever going to always be there,

No matter what they say or what they promise you.

You just gotta suck it up, accept it and keep on keepin' on.

schooool suckkks.

It needs to be intercession - like NOOOOW.

I'm so glad I'm going out of town this weeeeekend. I need a break.

Is the person you have feelings for at least a bit cute?

some people say no, but i think so.

What made your day today?

school is going by faster than i expected.

Do people ever call you by your last name?

i can't say they have. haha.

Are you excited about anything?

going outta town this weekend!

Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?

hugged.

How do you feel about our current president, Barack Obama?

i have nothing against him.

When I say the word "spring", what do you think of?

hey, i live on spring street.

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?

im at school. and i'm hungry.

What are you sitting on right now?

the swirvy chairs in 220.

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?

summer, no school, ever. yeeeea!

Are you a mean person?

occasionally.

Do you like when people play with your hair?

it gives me goose bumps.

Fess up, who was the last person you thought about kissing?

(:

Is there anyone who likes you?

i couldn't tell ya.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?

i hope so.

Are you someone who worries too often?

yeah, i'm constantly worrying.

If the last person you kissed saw you kissing someone else, would they be mad?

no, he'd probably laugh.

Do you read magazines, or just look at the pictures?

i go through the first time and just look at pictures, then the 2nd time through i read.

I bet you miss somebody right now?

yeppp.

How do you feel right now?

bored

Do you understand football?

the basic concept.

What color shirt are you wearing?

black.

Ever actually tYp3d lYk3 th!$?

yeah! hahhaa aliie and i used to do it all the time.

What's the worst thing that happened to you today?

my ipod deleted all my music. and i have a 3 hr car ride after schoool

Will you be in bed in the next 20 minutes?

i freakin' wish!

Is it warm out enough to go out in a T-shirt where you live?

no way.

Have you ever crimped your hair?

no haha. my mom would never buy me a crimper.

Would you date an 18 year old at the age you are now?

probably. its only 2 years difference.

Is there someone mad, because you're dating/talking to the person you are?

nobody really knows who i'm talking to.

How often do you listen to music?

when i can at school, and almost all the time after school.

If you could change your eye color would you?

nahh, i like mine.

Are you dating the last person you talked to?

nooope.

Who was the last person you talked to in person?

my math teacher.

Do you think someone has feelings for you?

sometimes i do, sometimes i don't.

Do you like to wear dresses?

for homecoming and stuff. but not on an everyday basis

Have you ever dated anyone on your top friends?

yeahh, ha.

Have you ever used your bra to hold things like you would a pocket?

$$$$$, and my phone.

Have you kissed anyone today?

nooope.

Is any part of you sad at all?

not exactly.

If you could go back and do things differently, would you?

some things, just to see if things turned out differently.

Have you held hands with anyone today?

no, haha.

Do you enjoy facebook?

sure, why not.

If the last person you kissed said that you were the only one they wanted, would you believe them?

ah, probably. but i'd be really surprised. we're just frienddds....

Would it hurt seeing the person you last kissed, kissing someone else?

naaah, like i said. we're not talking or anything like that.

Honestly, if you could go back one month and change something would you?

doubtful.

Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?

he's funny.

Who should start the kiss, the girl or the guy?

whomever. haha it doesn't really matter.

What do you say to the statement “Love is suicide."

i agree.

Where is your dad?

at work, or out to lunch.

Are you mad about anything?

no! haha

Did you lay with someone last night?

mack daaddy.

Was your last kiss sober or drunk?

sober.

Would you kiss them again?

i will next time we hangout.

Do you like when that special someone holds you close?

i don't have a special someone ): but i would like it if i had one.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?

the deca store.

Do you miss the last person you kissed?

kinda, we haven't hungout in a while.

According to your ex, are you pretty?

yeah, haha. he's an idiot though.

What is wrong with you right now?

school sucks, i'm hungry.

Would you date someone right now if they asked?

one person.

Are you highly attracted to anyone right now?

you could say that.

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?

i would like that. (:

Your number one tells you they're pregnant, you say?

you've gotta be kidding me! what should we do?

vent

i feel the need to vent, so here goes nothing.

I am truly at the end of the rope, here, people. School is driving me nuts, and all I ever wanna do is sleep. I left school early, missed tests, and important classes, all to go home and sleep a perfectly fine day away. That's bad. I never would have done this before. It's times like these when I regret even coming back to Westside. I mean, at Mercy I would go to school literally EVERY day because I was scared out of my wits to get behind. But, now, I could honestly care less about anything involving school. I need to get my act together, and fast. I've never had grades this bad before. I just don't know what's wrong with me, I need some motivation or something. Or, maybe I should just try studying for once, UGH.

And some of my friends are annoying me. Uhhhm , there's no need to be rude or give me attitude because YOU are having a bad day. I was not the cause of your anger so why the hell would you decide to be a bitch to me? You know that when you are not fun to be around, I adapt to that mood, and then I'm all pissed off for no reason for the whole rest of the day. I'm sorry that you put off your homework until last minute. But who's problem is that?! Not mine. How about you start taking responsibility for your actions and stop worrying about the stupid stuff. Oh, boo hoo, sophomores that you don't like are working at the haunted house. NEWS FLASH, you don't own the shadows edge, guys. So, you spending the only open mods we have to hangout complaining about the damn haunted house is realllllllly starting to get old. No wonder I always want to sit at other peoples tables. I don't know. It just seems to me like you both are self obsessed. The world never has and never will revolve around you. Bad things will happen, but you just have to roll with the punches and just put on a happy face even when things are messed up. It's life. and it never will be perfect. DEALLL WITH IT DUDE.

Ha. That felt to get out. Maybe I should go on rants more often (:

Alright, that's all.

friday

today neeeeds to be overrr.

hanging out with tifffff tonight<3

going to the game? maybe?

then, movies with the guysss.

text me if you want to meet up or something